Tarot Reading for Denita

denita wrote:

please send my free reading?

Denita there is a very strong pattern in your reading of reconciling disparate elements of your life and needing to decide how to allocate your resources. So much to do, and so little time to do it in! I see that you are creative and dynamic, and that everything you lay your hands on flourishes. It also looks to me that you are someone who is not a slave to convention or a person who is concerned with what people are "supposed" to want out of life.

By these cards you are the kind of person that other people try to be more like. I'm pulling a lot of cards here to see if I can get to some kind of message for you but over and over, I am getting the same information about your personality. Perhaps you need to remind yourself of who you are? No matter what happens, that doesn't change.

Coins and Cups, over and over. Work hard and be patient, the overwhelming message here is that EVERYTHING is going to be fine. You dream it and it's yours. Don't be discouraged if some things take time. I'm looking for future events, for advice, but for today, the universe just has this message for you.

Now here's the part where I share the thoughts I wouldn't share if you were paying me. I'm thinking - this is like a fortune cookie, "You are a kind and generous person." How does that help? Most people who seek readings want to know specifics - what exactly is going to happen and when. The truth is, sometimes you can even ask a specific question and get a reading that answers a different question. So you may ask: "Is this the man for me?" And the cards answer - "Get your brakes checked right away." The message that you need sometimes comes through because it is more pertinent than what a person is asking. In Denita's case, she didn't ask anything specific, but still I expected some specificity from the cards. Instead I got a sense of her - a real sense as I was reading I felt as though I was in the presence of a truly beautiful person. I can't say that that happens much, that I get a sense of the person's energy and it dominates the reading.

I would hesitate to tell a paying client, that, though, because that isn't what they paid to hear! They would probably think I was BS-ing them. So I would feel the need to go back over the cards and tease something out, even though it wasn't really the psychic message I had channeled. I think that happens sometimes, readers think - "well I have to tell them something" concrete even if I'm not feeling anything pop out here.

That's why I'm doing this, so I can just read exactly what I see.

It comes down to a matter of reading style. I've found it true for me that I read what's there, and it is often about what we asked, and often it isn't. My husband asked about our daughter the other night and it came back with messages about his job search, since that is what he has been spending his time on latjavascript:void(0)
Publish Postely. Our daughter is fine and he isn't worried about her, that's not where the unsettled energy pertaining to his life is concerned.

Sometimes I go into the zone and the details start flying. Other times something else happens. This one was interesting.

Still, I've thought over and over about the meaning of this message, and I think it is this: You have a lot of demands on you because you have so much to offer other people. Your time, your energy, your attention, are all in great demand. From family, from work you do for a living or work you are engaged in for personal reasons, people ask a lot of you. Give of yourself, but don't let it deplete you or you won't be doing anyone any good.

(2 days later)

OK I am still seriously unsatisfied with this reading. I can't let it go, and I have a small baby and a million things to do but I keep thinking about this reading over and over. What to do?

Cards:

Queen of swords reversed
5 of pents
magician
8 wands
chariot
strength
8 cups
emperor reversed
world reversed
page cups
king swords reversed
death reversed (DOES NOT mean "death")
4 wands
7 cups
queen cups
judgement reversed 5 cups reversed
justice reversed
3 coins
2 wands
10 cups
king cups reversed
empress reversed
7 coins

Tarot Reading for newhorizon

newhorizon wrote:

Hi, I'd love to get a free reading.

I wanted to know what i need to know do or whatever in order to be more spiritualy fulfilled.

Thanks alot

Dear newhorizon,

This reading comes out almost like a sentence, so I'll start there.

Leave the past in the past, let go of any need to control your surroundings, and strive for balance. Also, make sure that the efforts you are making, and the work you are doing, are the right kinds of effort and work to get you where you want to be spiritually.

As for the past, I see a man a and a woman, probably family members of yours - your mother and someone who is either a sibling or a younger version of yourself who was a totally different person from who you are now. They are not on your spiritual path, but they still have an effect on you. Honor them and move on.

I see that you already know that true strength is not outer strength but the inner strength necessary to give up the need for outer strength, if that makes sense. The next step for you is to let go of the need to feel that inner strength, and surrender yourself spiritually at the next level.

Balance in all things for you will be a key here. And remember, that you can be doing all of the right things but doing them on the wrong path, if you'll forgive the Zen cliche. For example, I can put all my effort into the housework, the dishes and the laundry and end up with nothing after 10 years but a clean house. If I want a close family, I've got to be strategic about the way I allocate my efforts. I can still do housework, but I should feel not just that I am working hard, but that I am working on the right things. Do you have a clear picture of what spiritual fulfillment would look like for you? Or just what is doesn't look like? Lock on to your vision and move towards it, leaving the past in the past, surrendering attachment to a sense of inner strength, seeking balance in all things, and working towards the right vision.

Cards:

Page of pentacles
Queen of Swords
Strength reversed
Temperance
eight of pentacles